A child was born~

Let me tell you story of a child that was born on 20th July 1993.
On the age of 20, she only knew about the story of hers
 from her beautiful mom which she called as ummi.
At the time she was born, ummi had a difficulties in delivering her.
Her shoulder was stuck at the vagina and ummi can't barely hold the pain.
Thousands of time, ummi said to the doctor that she no longer can hold the pain,
and ummi wanted to have a rest while delivering.
The doctor said 'Can not! You have to stay awake while deliver this child!"
As you might know, it is really dangerous for a mom to stay unconscious while deliver the baby manually.
With lots of time taken, she is safely delivered on the very earth and ummi also safe.

She grown up happily with the love from her parents and her siblings.
Apparently, as she keeps older, she tends to grow a space between her parents.
On her teenagers cycle, she tends to cause lots of trouble
and cause a headache to her parents especially ummi.
Although she had caused huge mistake, but ummi never laid her hand on her.
Ummi was angry but then ummi always come with good advices.
Ummi become the savior of her life once again.
After the incident, she learnt thousands of things.

She is not a talkative person.
sometimes she really wants to talk with her parents,
so she decided to think of  a topic, but nothing come to her mind.
That is why she ended up not talk a lot with their parents.
But Ummi really loves her children to talk with her, any topic will be fine.
That come the problem, she loves to listen than to talk.
Once, ummi said among her children, she loves the second sister the most because she is a happy go lucky person and always talk and concerned about ummi.
Though she does not show it, but she deeply wounded inside.
She also wants to get her mothers' love.

One day, after ummi and abah[dad] sends her back to the university,
ummi asked her to text ummi sometimes. She said okay, she will.
There is come a day where she is very stressful,
piles of thing she needs to prepare for,
 including lab reports, quizes as well as examination.
So, she decided to text ummi.

"Assalam..umi sihat?[blushed smiley]"
"Alhamdulillah, ummi sihat. [bukan nama sebenar]??"
"Badan panas sikit sbb tension study kot..[adik bukan nama sebenar] bila SPM?"
"Bulan 11 nnti..Sekarang ni ada kat konvokesyen dia..Tau x, dia nak jadi apa bila besar nnti?cube tngok profile dia"
"MMS message received"
"MMS message received"
"MMS messag ereceived"

She is very happy to see ummi happy.
But she was hoping ummi would give some care on her condition,
asking her to eat some medicine, will be just fine at the time when she really needs ummi.
Before hand, she never tells about her stomach pain or any pain she suffers because she does not want ummi to worry about her.
But now, thing seems to be cleared, its okay to tell ummi.
Because she will not worry so much as what she thinks.
and that time she realizes on thing,
She only has the GOD that has never leave her no matter what situation it is.

No matter what it is, she loves ummi so much.
Because ummi, she can lives on the Earth.
Compare to the hardship and pain ummi had through because of her,
what she feels is just the tip of the iceberg.
She had to learn about patience and how to show her love more towards her beloved one.
May she success in doing so.FIGHTING!!!

-the end-
xoxo
Syarifah nurjehan